In the end of the day, I am happy because I have a man who will stand before me.

Close my book just right before my mum knocked my door and asked me to go to bed. I was reading at 12am, and for just few pages i flipped, it was already 1 in the morning. She off the light and I begun to roll on the bed. I cant seem to sleep well these days. Maybe I am just having insomnia. Would you have any particular reason to be insomnia? I dont know, I dont seem to have anything big in my mind. Except for those time traveler's wife self created scene that stucked in my mind, and wonder what if I am a time travler's wife, or maybe I am just the time traveler? Where would I time travel? To who? I wouldnt know, the answer just right here in my heart.

The book has been my accompany for these few days, I suppose, I need some other books before I get back to Melaka. Is anyone having Eclipse? Can borrow me? I am a little bit out of cash to get it on my own. And maybe Cecelia Ahern's or Jodi Picoult, if only I did not spell their name wrongly. Would anyone buy me some books to be my presents of the merry-go-round month? I am sure I dont pretty fancy any other thing than the books, and by the way, Popular Bookstore is having their very year-end-sale. Dont miss the chance, of getting me a good book. And it would be too good to be true if you are getting the book that I want, I dont mind if you ask. Driving pretty daring these days, surviving on the last two bars of petrol, I guess it wouldnt be a surprise if I call any of you guys to tell you my car stall just because it is running out of petrol. *touch wood*.

The other thing in my head is this merry-go-round month. And putting up a reminder to myself that I have another 17 days left before my second semester start. And probably would stuck in there more than this very first and free semester I suppose, due to financial problem and the amount of time I would took and I really wanted something good. To be say, another two weeks are not helping much. I am gonna start missing the monkeys here. And the very memorable time we spent.

Feel like just grab my phone and started dialing the familiar number. To be sane, it is almost 2 in the morning. I should just blind folded my eyes and sleep. Its a self-control. And self-annoyed at the same time. I am too afraid to get use to the comfortable zone, where I get pamper and sayang all the time, I get to just be there whenever I want to, and when I want to see someone, or I want to give a surprise, I am too afraid if only these things dont happen much when I am gonna stuck in mlk. Always have a balance, so you wont lost your mind when you just have to lost your mind, or you wont have overly about it because you are so liking it and comfortable with the way things go. Ah, its another dilemma.


I shall sleep.
Lights off.
Goodnight.



watch this with me please?

blogger screwed up the picture quality. =.=''

if i make a grumpy face.
of all thing you can do is buy me my favourite food.
=]



bla bla bla. today is a no good day.



Reading makes me want to finish the story in one day, but looking at the thickness of the book, i shall split it into a number of days. It doesnt really help much, I would stay awake at night with my eyes open brightly and reading it. I could hardly fall asleep these days. I understand how some people do not get enough sleep and while I could and I am just having my freaking insomia. I guess it is all because of the ending of the sem break. Its another 18 days to be exactly, minus the day for packing and busy day which I had planned, I could only have 9 days for my own. For what I really want to do, and who I wanna spend time with. And also, the financial problem has been giving me a big headache. I feel like gather every single penny I have and see how much I have for the rest of december. I must spend wisely. =.=''

But how to spend wisely while december is full with merry-go-round events? Llike Christmas, you gotta get prepare with xmas presents, and dinner, and meeting up people, even a teh o ice limau is about rm.120 okay. And also, the tol, the petrol. Ah, I sound like a jobless moneyless old granny. =='' I am doing my very usual ramblings here.

okay. gotta ciao to get ready for dinner. =]
reminder: i m just a girl.

*shy*
=]

aww. i miss the mppj time.
I miss pork mee, ramly burger, dim sum, proper rasam, tandoori, tong yun, dark choc cake, cabonara, a lot more.
I cant put them all in the list, you know how random i get.

random goodnight.

No Grumpyness. >;!

ah. i wish i could help.
hmm. hugs and kisses.