They do the talking

I wanted to upload these pictures ages ago. But due to the funnyness in the hostel connection, I couldn't till now. :)

These are my very first solid-work. ;) awesome!

I saw this little cute thing back in Dataran Pahlawan! Cute yea?

Haha, he look like a potato! and finally he got his own ride!

And yummy McFlurry. 

;) my exhousemates!

For tomyam happy-dinner of course.

And I am missing taking picture with you when you have your retarded faces.

;)

Reading

Reading is always a part of me, ever since I had the very first book back when I was 9. I remember the first book I have is in Chinese, and it is in nonfiction. Imagine 9years-old gotta dig her head into non fiction, understanding the language and unknown words, it's tough to start my first book.

Later in my teenage life, I begun with some of the fiction novel. And one of them is The memories of a daughter, follow by A walk to remember, Seven people you'll meet in heaven, and etc. I started working on my bool shelf and knowing that English is not the only language I speak, I do picked up some Chinese so that I always remember that I still do read on Chinese.

Recently, I was brought back to Nicholas Sparks again by a friend of mine. He introduced me with the The Last Song. I not sure if the Miley Cyrus movie is out or is it good as the book? But the book really brought me back to my thoughts, and my dad. It's smart for the way he wrote the art piece and it touches people's heart without noticing. It's a worth reading book.





The second book that I had just finish last night is The Choice. This is something about commitment, about life, about who making you feel the best about yourself, about silly little things that everyone had once thought about, relationship. This book reminded me of my boyfriend. It's passionate, patient, understanding and also loving.





As much as I enjoy reading, it keeps me happy and think.

Have a nice day folks! And good morning!

Bugging

I always have this problem with my boyfriend.

I am in Melaka, he is in Kuala Lumpur. Oh, just to minimize the phone bill, we sometimes go online if only we both are coincidently online. Haha. And we have this never ending talk. You want to know how?

First, my msn will be on, and it seems stable. But on the other hand, my boyfriend barely get messages that I type. And it followed by replies on sms-ing. And maybe I am too lazy to type or just touch screen on the phone, I might give him a call and start on another topic. We would start many many topics and non of them end very well, or perhaps, we forgot where we stop most of the time.

And now I am so out of topics that I am asking my boyfriend how is the weather in KL.


Shot me!

Time

Despite that we both are in different location, we still make time for each other.

It warms me up when I talked to you, it makes the distance shorter and if you haven't notice I'm happier when I am talking to you. No matter it is a morning call or goodnight call, it still, makes me happy.




Good morning folks! Have a nice week ahead!

Sunflower

You make me smile like a sunflower.
And as always, I'm your sunflower.
I love you always.

Update

I have been meaning to type a update post since Friday. Sometimes, Iphone is the pain in the ass and plus the connection in hostel is like crap!

Gah. Cut that off. Anyway, its another Sunday in Melaka. I survived through it. Haha. I didn't thought I would stay here for this long for the very starting of the semester. I remember how last two semester, I used to go back right after 3 days I was here. I managed to pull myself to stuck with my roommate for a longer period. The happiest thing is my roommate gave me the motivation to study and relax and enjoy my days here. ;)

My week has been occupied with classes, tutorial, revision, gathering and happy dinner. Happy dinner meant happy dining with happy people. I always love to hang out with them, hanging out with them makes me feel very comfortable. Its seldom that you meet new people and you feel comfortable being yourself with them. I am not sure if you understand what I mean. Its just a good feeling. ;) Like home. Like how I am with the girls, there is nothing to hide, just be yourself.

Just finish reading The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. I have heard about his A Walk To Remember. I have the thought to look for that book but it just didn't come across my mind enough to get it when I was in the book store. Watched the movie, it was sad bu it give a lesson about Love. The next project will be The Choice by the same author. I wish you know how it feels while reading the books, it reminds me of you sayang.




















Have a nice Sunday people.
And Happy birthday Linda. ;)

When we first held hand

That night, was 25 of Sept.

You held my hand for the very first time.

I still remember how it feels like.

I always remember.


We were walking out of the crowd and went to the neighbourhood.
Motors passed by, and we moved near to the wall.
And slowly your hand was so close to mine.
You caught my hand you held it gentle.
It was slightly awkward and I was nervous at the same time.
I didn't expected this and you leave me a big impression.
This guy who is holding my hand now is not like the past boyfriends I had before.
He is brave!

It was cute and simple.

And the feelings never fades away. Never will.

I always love you sayang.

Long night

If you haven't notice, life is complicated. Its way more than what you see, what you feel inside. And most of all, it takes time to actually get to know someone, to feel his world, to feel his words, and also understand his character. Its amazing because God made us all differently, we all different, there is no identical twin of us, no one will have the same character as you, no one will think the same way like how you do. It brings up a complicated life, where it all started from a very simple way.

Its a long night, with lots of complication, explanations and also responsibility. I always weight my ability before taking a responsibility, I limits my own creativity, I play on the safe side most of the time. Taking risk is only happen once in a blue moon to me, or when I just feel like it. The way I was brought up since I was a child, most of the time I need to think alone, decide alone, and live alone, that makes me different from the others, different thinking, deeper thoughts and consideration from every aspects. I am not those only child spoil brat.

This week, I learn how to explain for myself. In most way, I would choose to keep quiet or just tell someone, but finally, I learn how to discuss and explain my feeling. And not forgetting that makes me a influential. Someone thought me how to be one, and that someone meant the world to me. You never notice how much you grow up in a relationship, especially when you don't see your own reflection. The way you talk, the way you think, the way you share your opinions, the way you look at problems/thing, the way you judge, the way you take things as, its all different, for me. 

Its been a long long night. I am so physically, mentally exhausted. I wish you were here, I do. But I know I would have to pay for my mistake. 

I am sorry.

Exciting

I can now online directly from my bed!

Genius me found a way to fix the ip address problem and now we can go online without worries. Just for now, we will never know when the price is coming in. It is a lazy Sunday. Got up at about 10 something, got my breakfast at mamak, as you know lazy Sunday with all the shops close here is not a fun thing. And got my ass to the first floor and join the crew for the "hurtingfingers" game.

The picture above is carroom board. :) I am not an expert in this though. It hurts too much, probably underneath my nails have bruises now.

Had another movie at Wanie's room just now. Made of honour, I think I watched this movie with ahbi, not too sure. But it certainly reminds me of how we use to go to GSC and get the movie tickets that I always requested, and he will never really say no to me.

Sometimes when you have notice things changed, people changed, and the greatest mistakes you have ever did has been a past, and yet, you don't have the chance to change it or make it better, how sad can that be? You know, you just gotta live in the present, do the best out of it, no matter the effort pays off or not, at least, you have give it a try, at least you did not give up.

I need a man who will be there for me whenever I need him the most

A shoulder to lie on when I am tired

A hug that warm me and make me feel the most safe

I need a man who I can trust and I love for my whole life

I need a man who never walk out of my life

And I have found you

-Made of honour-

Story

Everyone has their own world, where they belong to, where they feel the best about them.

We all have history, our story, our footsteps. And most of all memories stay in us.

Just like how the morning time wasn't the same like the one I had with you.






Ps. I need a hug.

First week

Woke up in the morning and dragged my lazy body to Botanical Garden to have a jog. Has yummy Malay morning breakfast and then continued with studies. That three hours of problem solving is killing me. Second year first semester is not an easy thing. So much to practice, and practically I'll be losing my semester break due to industrial training which is another main problem of the year.

Was having diarrhea for the past few days, still can't get use to the Malay food and

It takes in a lot of me to deal all these by myself. Was wondering how are you there?

Tired me.

Fall in love again

I always wonder, why is the old couple getting dull? They are not as passion as those newly couple. What I meant by "old" is the referring to the age of the relationship. It takes time to maintain, to shows your care, to love more, to gives surprises. Including me, sometimes I don't know what else we could do, movies? Date? Dinner? But it has been a habit, a part of my life that this man exist, and he is real.

Like any other couple in the world. We fight, we argue. And most of it, is when you believe that you have love this person more than anything else in the world, when you know you feel so real about yourself and him when you both together, it's when you fall in love, with the man in your life.

When things or people knocks you down, there is always another rainbow on the other side of the sky. There is always something remind you back how to love a person, how to feel the love eventhough it's not the one you love, how to care, how love is not selfish but forgiving and sincere. Sometimes I forgot how to love you, in my nice way, sometimes when my temper gets on me, sometimes when I lost my mind, in deep, you are the one I am looking forward to everyday.

To you,
I apologize for my annoyance and my immature.

To you,
I can't accept your love because in my heart I have someone whom I love. But thank you for reminding me how it is to be selfishless when it comes to love. Thank you for being a friend.

To me,
It's time to pick up the pieces and get up!








I know I can be retarded when I'm with you. And just you.

Do you know?

It's hard to find the right time and pout out everything to you.
It's never a good timing when I found you.
It's not the same when you are not around.
It's feel something missing right here.

Now you know.

Reconstruct

If only you have that five minutes to give.

My mornings

The best morning is not about how long you can lye on the bed, but it's all about getting a warm message when you just got up. It's thoughts that counts. ;)




ily.bi.

Teamwork and Friendship

Which would you choose? I have my principle when comes to combination like this. It's not only about friendship but teamwork at the same time. Especially when that someone is the particular leader of all. That leader has got to show his ability and makes us believe in him, trust him instead of building up more wonders in our head while this semester is ain't easy at all. Configuring every aspects, work together, leadership, gives respect, confident, that makes a leader. Probably I might sound overly firm and harsh with my opinions and not forgetting my influential, but it does make sense to everyone. At least it gives a chance to voice out.

These days are the extreme days for me. Odd to know that I'm so tired, mentally and physically. It is just the 3rd day.


=| I hope I make the right decision.

Library

After running up and down for few times, I finally felt the coldness in my lung. It hurts when you breath in cold air and you feel so tired at the same time. Fortunately my effort pays off with the amount of reference book that I have found for this semester. Gashh, you know its just so difficult to look for those books in the library when the searcher server is down and you don't even know the freaking name of those books because you forgot to bring along your notebook. Arghhhh. Tired.

Have another few minutes before I need to ciao off to the Dean's office to get my subjects to be re-register. Its all a mess now. And the group division is so not fun.

Second day

Just got back from second year students meeting with the academic advisor. Fuuu. He sort of remember us yea. ;) he is just a cute little roundish advisor of mine, and not forgetting his hard to understand Indonesian/sarawakiansabahan tone.

Today was quite productive. Had some class in the morning, got my favourite duck rice, bum into some exhousemates which are extreamly nice people. It just reminds me of how we use to laugh at stuff or gossip about thing that we don't even know. And also those late night no sleep and movie nights with them. They are awesome! And fun to play cooking with! ;)

Had a jog around the housing area today. Nothing felt like those morning times with him in ttdi except for the sweat and weird stares. But it was fun and gonna do it more often. And it was fun to see calvin's blur face too! ;)



Gahhhhh. That's all for tonight. Gotta off to bed and start wondering about tomorrow.




Ps. I will have more funny story later!
Ps2. I miss you.=\

After two months

On Sunday, I moved back to Melaka. Got my registration done and got my room key. Another room, another apartment, another story begin. Well, it's good to have my coursemates as my housemates and roommate, though it can be slightly boring seeing them 24/7. ;)

This time I'm on a double decker bed. I'm sleeping on the top bed and my room is super small and thank god it has a wide window which entertain me the most every morning. I still hear birds singing and lesser on the dust from the road side. ;)

















It's actually equal-ant to half of my bedroom, if only u know what's my room size. But it's all good, petite and easy to clean. Hehe.

On the first day of school, we had movie after classes. We went for karate kid! ;) awesome! And the main thing is this week is a relaxing week which we must make use of it fully.


Off to class buddy! See ya! Have a good day.

Bloated lunch

I invited Hasvini, Saratha, Jolene, Karmen and also Chui Yee for lunch at Sunraj today. It is my new favourite indian restaurant to go, followed my second choice Pandis. I used to go there about once in two weeks with ahbi, and hence the worker there sort of recognize me, makes me feel awkward todayyy.
Unfortunately Ms.Busy, Cy is too busy, she couldn't make it last minute. Its alright, no big deal sayang. ;) I have mutton and also cabbage for my lunch, too bad, forgot to take a picture of my awesome bloated lunch. Haven't seen any of those in Melaka yet. Gotta explore explore. And later, I drove them over to Snowflakes, SS15 for desert. Hasvini haven't be there before, Karmen and Jo want something cold at this sunny shine day, and not forgetting to pick up Saratha up from Newtown. ;)
Awesome lunch with my tummy full.

saw the necklace on her? She had a hard time deciding to buy it or not. my dear Has.

my tuition mate, 5 subject mate, indian food mate for my form6 life.

and snowflakes! ;)
Dinah is gonna kill me.

with Jo who came back from russia. ;D

And forgot to take picture with km. Anyway I am gonna see her tonight. ;)

After back from lunch, brought the pinkychocolate to the vet. Pinky has this sensitive skin problem, and guess what, the doctor assistant just asked me to buy baby's shampoo, human baby shampoo, Johnson and Johnson will do. ;) And choc who has a plump on her back, doctor claims that it is small little fat due to her langgar sini sana; in another word, bruises. ;)

Everything is good naohhhh. Gotta prepare for tonight. Hope I get some pictures back.

11.45pm

After a short nap, woke up, talked to bi though can't hear much not talked much, left hand almost fully in pain till cannot lift up anything anymore. As my mind wonders around the whole house, going through the stuff that I have packed, going through ttu3 which I suppose I am gonna stay there again, familiar which is a good thing.

Indeed to look for people to talk to these days. Has stayed up late and have small chat with almost everyone who I see online. I have a feeling that I am gonna miss late night pop-chat with Weng Yee, snowflakes with Linda, Dinah and Karmen, Jo's blur face, Has and Saratha, going over to Ky's house for the sake of studying about the same field, seeing Kugan and Kendrick and Jonard in the house.

And not forgetting my twostupidfunnyirritating poodles, my parents and bi.

gahhhh. I miss those morning times with you. =/

Missed out

I was saying,

I finish packing already.
Goodnight bi.

Prawn Mee Making Process

First, you have to fry the whole prawn and prawn's till its all dry. Remember, dry til you can smell the good aroma of it.

And later on you have to make the prawn juice with the fried prawn just now. Add a bit of water and you will have your prawn juice with the mixer. ;)

Later on, filter them slowly, till all the juice is out and the left over mixture are almost dried.

Get ready your mee portion, I personally suggesting mee + meehun. Its all depends on your personal like, not forgetting our taugeh and also kangkung.

Be ready to add side ingredient!

We have prawns of course! And not forgetting our half full-boiled egg.

Tada! Its ready to be serve! ;)
LayChoo's Prawn Mee.

Location : Subang Old Town, Near to the Subang Airport.

Ask me. ;)

Tired. tired.

Done

thats my working face. =.=''

Everything is done. As for now, the paper work is done. I don't need to do anything else for now, except for waiting till 2.30am for my favourite team. Germany vs Spain.

Things to do :
1. Busy Thursday with mum and also Packing starts!
2. Lunch Friday at Sunraj and maybe try to meet up with the boys
3. Hiking *hopefully* hinting to sayang. + Vet + Helping Mum = Productive last day in KL
4. Start the engine -> drive down to north = Melaka.

The next time I am back, I must try this My Elephant. baby sayang~ hehe.

its always good seeing you after a long day of work, and just lie down on you and get kisses from you.

Spirit

It was raining heavily while I was driving back just now. And everything is getting clearer, I see birds flying, hear them sing and also the left over raindrops did make some noise too. As the days getting nearer, I slowly discover the inner part of me which I never really meet for very long has pop out suddenly. It gets all emotional again and everything seems to be like another new learning process. And yet, its life, it has so much to learn, so much to explore and expose.

I love cactus since I was a child, a lot more to any other plant. I find cactus unique, I was told it can live without sufficient water and live at extreme weather. And so then, I slowly relates my character with cactus's ability. It does look tough and strong on the outside, but inside do you know how does it feels? It has so much thorns on its surface, to protect itself and also to avoid getting close to anyone, especially emotionally.

Sometimes while I tried to understand the others, I always wonder back to myself, do they understand me the way I tried to understand them? Or does anyone actually knows what am I thinking in my mind? Not really. Which would tells another everything? Especially when words can't describe feelings fully. In short, you just have to pick up every pieces you have on your own again.

In fact, I m not a cactus while I am with you, I am just a sunflower.

sunflower which shines when she see you.

My day

happy 2.7 years bi. ;)