mathematically,
we are 20km apart for now.
mentally,
I felt like we are 132km apart.
i miss you.
we are 20km apart for now.
mentally,
I felt like we are 132km apart.
i miss you.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Refer to the second last post I mentioned before.
#1. I am really really really sick of you. I dont know how to go along with your flow of mood. I dont know whats set on your mind, and what you want me to react. Most of all, I am nothing to you. So, could you please stop mentally harassing me?
#2. I am not sure if you are stalking me. But if my sensitivity is not wrong, I know you are a big time stalker. Since the day I met you, you are scary to me.
#3. I really dont have the time to play mindset with you. Leave me alone or else I will really get away from you. Please, I beg you. I dont have anyone to bitch about you, I dont have anyone to let out all my frustration on you. Stop haunting me.
Get a life. But not mine.
#1. I am really really really sick of you. I dont know how to go along with your flow of mood. I dont know whats set on your mind, and what you want me to react. Most of all, I am nothing to you. So, could you please stop mentally harassing me?
#2. I am not sure if you are stalking me. But if my sensitivity is not wrong, I know you are a big time stalker. Since the day I met you, you are scary to me.
#3. I really dont have the time to play mindset with you. Leave me alone or else I will really get away from you. Please, I beg you. I dont have anyone to bitch about you, I dont have anyone to let out all my frustration on you. Stop haunting me.
Get a life. But not mine.
#1. I am sick of how people started to assume and make the world goes around them. If you ever notice, you are the not the only one who starts to assume, and sometimes, your words hurt, no matter how indirectly you assume them, you will never know how it feels until you are the one who hear it.
#2. I am sick of being the puppet. I am sick of your mood and how your mood flow. Try to be fair and be nice to everyone equally. Not because that I am not just a friend. You must need to know how to feel to be like me.
#3. I am sick of waiting and giving out so much. All I need is just some attention when I am fever.
Screw you!
#2. I am sick of being the puppet. I am sick of your mood and how your mood flow. Try to be fair and be nice to everyone equally. Not because that I am not just a friend. You must need to know how to feel to be like me.
#3. I am sick of waiting and giving out so much. All I need is just some attention when I am fever.
Screw you!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
New Place
Happy birthday pooh pooh. who also my part time driver. =P
Have I told u the big Jusco in Melaka has reopened? After the bom case, it finally brings in some joy to me. =D
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Chinese New Year celebration is sorta coming to an end for me. As you know, I have to go back to Melaka. Just signed in for facebook and saw most of my unimates are in mlk already. I consider myself as the lucky one who owns a car and have class the next day at 10am. So theres no rush for me to drive down actually, minus off all the traffic problems and bla bla bla. Its sorta a phobia to go back there, as there is 3 test, 1 assignment, 1 presentation and spring fest backjob waiting for me. Its gotta be another hectic week there.
Its been so long I had a proper post here. Guess, theres bit too much in my mind these days. People do change, from time to time. Realizing things do not stay the same anymore, or things are not as kind as what you see always. And slowly, you look beyond the skin, where all the evilness shows, where the ugly fact turns out to be stronger than the one that is actually pretending.
My level of understanding towards some people is extreamly beyond what I thought I could be most of the time. All the anger and disappointment can be just whoops off if I love that person enough to give so much forgiveness. But after a while, I rethink, and ask myself if I am normal to do so, or I am just so easy to be please? Afterall, I need appreciation to calm me down.
I like going on a trip, a trip that does not make me think and just let me relax. I am looing forward to the trip that I am planning right after my semester end.
Are you looking forward for the trip too? *hint*
enough of morning ramblings here. I gotta ciao for mlk.
love.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Rojak
Hey everyone! Hmm. I hope its not too late for me to wish u guys Happy Chinese New Year! And Belated Happy Valentine's Day. =D During Cny, I went to Kuantan, Pahang. Ah well, Kuantan is not like Penang, Redang, Port Dickson, or which ever seaside places in Malaysia. Its more of a quiet town, a very old kampung place which has its very own unique quietness. =) I did had some fun there and enjoy makan Malay Kampung style lunch. =P
And I saw baby turtle. =) Damn freaking cute. And I also went up to Bukit Lembing, its like having Batu Caves in the forest, tiring and crazy. Cause it was raining that time, add on to my crazyness. But overall, it was another fun experience. =D
And I saw baby turtle. =) Damn freaking cute. And I also went up to Bukit Lembing, its like having Batu Caves in the forest, tiring and crazy. Cause it was raining that time, add on to my crazyness. But overall, it was another fun experience. =D
And people out there, hope u guys had a sweet Valentine. =)
Sorry ar. I know my blog is super duper dead. =.=''
ps. cm ong, when I saw u checking my blog, that give me the urge of blogging.
ciao!
ps. cm ong, when I saw u checking my blog, that give me the urge of blogging.
ciao!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Sometimes I capture my own footsteps.
Sometimes I dont.
Sometimes I wish things could go better when I am down.
Sometimes I wish theres stars everyday.
Sometimes I wish I can have a cup of hazelnut hot choc every evening.
Sometimes I wish I could sleep till I feel like getting up.
Sometimes I wish can I could go KO and just fall asleep in your arm.
Sometimes I wish I can cook anytime I want.
Sometimes I wish I could drive without worry about anything.
Sometimes I wish I could walk away just for myself.
Sometimes I wish I dont have to wish anymore.
Sometimes I dont.
Sometimes I wish things could go better when I am down.
Sometimes I wish theres stars everyday.
Sometimes I wish I can have a cup of hazelnut hot choc every evening.
Sometimes I wish I could sleep till I feel like getting up.
Sometimes I wish can I could go KO and just fall asleep in your arm.
Sometimes I wish I can cook anytime I want.
Sometimes I wish I could drive without worry about anything.
Sometimes I wish I could walk away just for myself.
Sometimes I wish I dont have to wish anymore.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
When you only know her outer shell, you will think she is a selfish person.
How many people do understand each other very well? How many of us actually wearing layers of coat everyday before we approach the outsiders? I am a very own person in myself. Most of the time I would love sharing. But not my education, not my hardwork. Do you understand? Do you understand the feeling of letting people to copy over your work? I hate those who didnt finish up their work and last minute they just wanna borrow your work and copy. Ah well, dont be sensitive here, clearly I am pointing at some incident I had before, but not directly to anyone. If you do feel that you are the one, I hope you improve your bad habits then. I rather I teach you and you do it yourself, I am very pantang on giving my work and let you copy, unless we are in a group, of working partner. But somehow, I cant seem to avoid this. People would refer me to the person who dont share her work, no matter what you think about me, this is my principle. You will never learn if I tell you directly what to do and not how to solve. Be a man, be a smart person, find it out yourself, with the use of technologies, you can sure find the solution to your problem, ask but not ask for copying.
We are no longer in highschool. Be responsible on your own work. And your own education.
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This month is gonna be another superbusy month. Before this month started, I had conteng on my very own February calender. I have midterms and quizzes before and after cny. And tons of asisgnment and reports to be pass up. This is really killing the joy of the angpau month.
I gotta run to take 20 mins nap. Or else, I will stuck with my very blur and sombong face again.
How many people do understand each other very well? How many of us actually wearing layers of coat everyday before we approach the outsiders? I am a very own person in myself. Most of the time I would love sharing. But not my education, not my hardwork. Do you understand? Do you understand the feeling of letting people to copy over your work? I hate those who didnt finish up their work and last minute they just wanna borrow your work and copy. Ah well, dont be sensitive here, clearly I am pointing at some incident I had before, but not directly to anyone. If you do feel that you are the one, I hope you improve your bad habits then. I rather I teach you and you do it yourself, I am very pantang on giving my work and let you copy, unless we are in a group, of working partner. But somehow, I cant seem to avoid this. People would refer me to the person who dont share her work, no matter what you think about me, this is my principle. You will never learn if I tell you directly what to do and not how to solve. Be a man, be a smart person, find it out yourself, with the use of technologies, you can sure find the solution to your problem, ask but not ask for copying.
We are no longer in highschool. Be responsible on your own work. And your own education.
______________________________________________
This month is gonna be another superbusy month. Before this month started, I had conteng on my very own February calender. I have midterms and quizzes before and after cny. And tons of asisgnment and reports to be pass up. This is really killing the joy of the angpau month.
I gotta run to take 20 mins nap. Or else, I will stuck with my very blur and sombong face again.
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