Ah, sunflower!
You are the only flower which leads me to the light,
to the happiness, to the joy and to the wonderful one.
You gave me the strength, you bring out my braveness.

Ah, sunflower!
You are so beautiful, you are so perfect.
Your shining yellow petals shine bright in my eyes.
Your stand high and be the star among the others.

Ah sunflower!
You are the flower in my heart.

omg, unbelievable. I typed this out.

haha. what a dramatic ah-sunflower.
off to bed. nights everyone.

ps. to the lasallepj.blogspot's owner,
sorry for being harsh to you.

I am little pretty stuck with a very unusual feeling. I feel tired, I feel like shit, I feel troublesome, I feel restless, I feel like... argh!! I am just so mother confuse!!!! Finally, after one day sleeping marathon, I got my ass sit beside the table and grabbed my pen to do my work! Yea, finally. School started yesterday, but it doesn't seems getting any better.

Had an orientation with the Lower Sixers yesterday, oh well. No comment, seeing people getting piss off about it and being helpless. Argh, I was just a lost sheep there. Okay, stop that topic. Oh yeah, got almost all the results for all the subject. Argh, this makes me want shout even more. But, I am having a bad sore throat now! And soon going to have temporary-bad-fever. =)

I lost my way to my study table, I lost my way to move my cheek muscle upwards, I lost my excitement about school. Argh!!! I am confused with what I am talking now. Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.

Off all my emotional-confused-wonderland talking. Was browsing through girlfriends' boyfriends' blogs. Everyone's getting tensed up and emotional these days. Some stuck with jealousy, some stuck with their responsible, some stuck with this that this that. Humans are weird. They seem okay as we see them smiling smiling all day long, but no one know who has problem and who does not.

What makes life so stressful? Or its just me hasn't grown up from my little wonderland? Nah nah nah. I am done with my mumbling.

was itchy hand and felt like typing.
dont bother what post is this.
i dont know what i was typing.
bla bla bla bla.
*jump into the sea*

Life is like a long journey to go.
It is can be very interesting like your favourite novel
so funny like your own make video clip
or it can be very simple like a piece of white paper.

You are the author of your life.
Thank you for colouring my life together with you.
Yes, you, who left a deep footprint on my life story's pages.

Do you know what is an oncogenes?

Have you ever thought of why cancer exist?
I learned something new today.
Since secondary school, I knew all of us has cancer cells in our body but I never had the idea how does the cancer cells get activated and causes cancer disease to us.

Oncogenes is one of the factor which causes cancer cells to be activated, such as hyperactive growth and division, protection against programmed death cells, loss of respect for normal tissue boundaries, and the ability to become established in diverse tissue environments. Oncogenes is an example of genetic abnormalities.

What causes all these genetic abnormalities?
The most common is CARCINOGENS; where you can find them in tobacco smoke *thats why smokers have the higher risk to get lung cancer* and radiation *a very good example, Hiroshima and Nagasaki, Japan*.


Wait, think!
What makes them smoke?
Can they stop in just a day time?
Why is smoker addicted to it?



Many of us came across with this topic, why people is burning money by smoking?
But, have you ever put yourself in their shoes? Did you know what makes them pick up a cigarette? Do you know if they had tried or wanted to try or trying hard like hell to quit it?
We can never put ourself in a smoker's view.

Smoking is a habit, where you get used to it and its hard to stop. Its like if you are in love with something, you cant never imagine how hard it can be to pull yourself out from loving it. A smoker's index finger and middle finger is used to stuck with one cigarette.

Some said smoking helps to release stress, Its a habit, its part of their life. Most of them said, it can calm you down. Yes, it is a fact. Cannabis is what you can find in the cigarette. Cannabis give a *high* feelings. I guess that is the main reason why people is addicted to smoking.


I have friends who smoke, boyfriends girlfriends you say it. =) I used to tell them why smoking is bad, counting how much they would waste for just smoking, telling boyfriends sperms die off faster, telling girlfriends that a girl smoking is a oh-not-so-cool.. Bla bla bla bla, they named it, Yee Mun's anti smoking theory. I have stopped doing it, someone explain to me, from his ex-smoker's view. I understand more about smokers, smoking, tobaccos, and one stick of cigarette.




Everyone know smoking is not good for health, die fast, waste money and etc.
Don't force them to quit, if you have tell once and he or she take it in heart, she or he will do it for you; sincerely. I have see a few successful ex-smokers with my eyes, and one of them is part of my life.

Go you boy! I love you! always do!
Keep the spirit up!

And to my dear smoker friends, remember to take care of your health.
Dont let people who love you worry for you, argue with you just because of smoking.
=) Life's good. *LG*


Lame.

above is just my points of view,
dont take it in heart if you are sensitive with the topic.
GO NO SMOKING DAY. =P

did i just told myself not to think about it?
did i just told myself hide the fact that i m missing you?
did i destroyed it with my own hand?
why did i act like a bitch?
why did i put my egoness so high above my head?
why did i so stubborn?
8 years friendship that i have forgotten.
perhaps, it was just an illusion that i created for myself.

i am sorry, my dear friend.

We always say, appreciate.
Appreciate people around you, appreciate things around you, no matter alive nor dead.
But have we ever do that sincerely?
How do you define appreciate?
What do you do to appreciate?



What does appreciate means to you?
Feeling numb.
I dont know how did I come across this in my mind.
Why did I mentioned the word, "appreciate" in the first place?

Dont bother asking me whats happening to me.
I miss quite a number of people right now.
This feeling suck!

1st of June

1st of June, its not only the first day of the month June but its also the International Children's Day. Have you wish your kids or any small dude that around you Happy Children Day? We always remember Mother's Day, Father's Day, your birthday, my birthday, anniversary dates, but not always the Children's Day. I always used to think that Children's Day is in November, because I had my few Children's Day celebration back in primary school in November. Now I am wondering, how do the kids in Sichuan celebrate their first Children's Day after the earthquake. But I know they are very strong, kids can be so much tougher than what we never expected.
And today, so many artist join the artistes512 fund raising campaign for Sichuan victims. Do pay a visit to www.artistes512.com. Never forget about the victims in Sichuan, donating is what we can do for them, don't assume a small donation doesn't make any different, it means a lot to for them who are unfortunate.

Oh yea, lets talk about the camp. Well, Tekam Plantation Resort has upgraded to be a better plantation resort! The very first thing is, we don't have to walk for 15 minutes like how I did last time just for breakfast, lunch, dinner and etc. Secondly, the heater is so much canggih compare to last time the ohmygod heater. And and and, less bugs bugging in my chalet!!! =P Somehow, not forgetting to say, the food suck still! Sigh, chicken everyday, for every single meal. Like what Leann said, we all have chicken phobia. Haha. I didn't bring my camera along, so yea, waiting for their pictures to be uploaded into the computer.

Lastly, the camp makes me noticed some selfish bastard, who just keep thinking for their own good and never ever consider for others. Sigh, why must I look into the ugliness of my friends? Nah, can't help it! SheHe is just so fucking ugly! Haha, I had fun sticking myself with Kah Yuk and Chui Yee in the same chalet. We make a good threesome roommates huh! And our chalet is so clean till the last day, unlike someone. *hinting hinting, wink wink* Oh yea, we had fun running here, running over chalets, like thief hiding themselves from police. Haha, I am not so good girl yea. I love rolling over Chui Yee!!! Wee Wee!!! Oh yea, thanks to those who helps us in the process of running chalets.

Alex!!! I love your leg lar! Banyak Sexy!!!

ps: it was Chui Yee's birthday on the first day of the camp.
i gave her a *gas tong*.hahaha, banyak cute lar!


By the way, today is Milky Day. My mum just told me.
I have no idea whats a milky day! =P