Greetings from mcDonalds.
=)

When someone shouts I dont seem to reply.
When someone stepped on my tail, I bite back.
When someone being complicated, I simplified by getting myself out of the picture.

Good morning everyone, last night was Lee Wai's farewell before he go off to Langkawi for his cadet pilot course by MAS. He leave stpm back and pursue his dream. I wonder when its my turn to pursue my dream? Due to the under age issue, I am stuck here with STPM. Something I must be proud of, its of the toughest exam in the world and I just have another 35 days to sit and complete the toughest exam.

Its so unsecure when you prepare nothing for the exam and its coming to you in a month time. Except being lost, I am being blur. Sometimes I feel like stuffing myself with the pillow and sleep all day long, to forget about the exam. In another words, I am wasting time and escaping myself from facing STPM. Argh, I can't stop myself from repeating STPM STPM STPM.

Guess what, first time in my life failing with flying colours is in Form 6 and with the disaster subject - Chemistry.

argh, no mood to continue after mentioning it.
ciao.

Life still goes on..

Who is your biggest enemy in your life?
What your do for your own life?
Who is your true self?
Who are you?

Going across above questions in my mind. Thinking I am must be insane and wasting time on writing this post. Why isn't I sitting down and studying? Nah, giving myself some motivation before boost my lazy ass off from the notebook.

Life is short. 70 - 80 years is not a big number, perhaps a human lifespan isn't that short. He said the only thing we do for life is battle. Battle against ourselves, battle to be the best among all, battle to survive in this galaxy. Why do we study? Why do we work? Why do we improve ourselves?

We do all sort of things to make ourselves to look good, to be the best among all, to be successful. Why? To attract the others. To have the eyes on us, to have those praises, to feel good about it. For what? For sex. Don't think wrongly, what I am trying to said is to attract the opposite sex or maybe the same sex. To be the spotlight among others.

I wonder how do we evolve? Why do we evolve? Why do we evolve so much better than other species? Who brought us here?

I guess I have too much of Biology today.
Cut my nonsense.
Off to study.
Bye.

I guess I wasn't ready to go to school.
Today wasn't a good day for me, I had headache and its killing me.
Guess its due to long term of longer sleeping time.
I couldn't fall asleep last night.
Took some of my results, forget about it.

I love this holidays.
At least I gain some time to see a few of my dearest friends.
I DID STUDY. =)
Out of 7 days, I studied 4 days. So yeah, not too bad after all.
Met up with bush twice this week, I had so much berbonding with this gay fella.
Went pasar malam with cy, aw and jh. Haha, another night which full fill with laughters.
Went Jalan Alor and got my stomach refill. Unforgettable good food.
I had some time with my dogs, they are part of my life.
I had some time pampering myself by sleeping more and get myself healthier bit.
I went for the heritage club farewell, I had games.
Tailoring two little dress for myself, feeling like a girl. =P
Home cook food from grandparent and mum, the best of all.


A week just flies like that.
Appreciate what you have with you.
When you lose it, you will never have it back like how it used to be.

goodnights fellow.

That was my breakfast yesterday. wow. A bomb yea.
Last night had bonding session with the gay-iest fella I ever see.
haha. Ka-Vin Bushan!! Now I love calling you Ka-Vin..
We had banana split tapau.
its all me this crazy giraffe's idea.
sadly, aroon couldnt join us. argh..

Okay okay, is time to do something.
Have a nice day people. =)

Guess what?
I am having my hair make-over in process and blogging here.
haha.
will post up about my *wonderful* breakfast by my mum later.
Cheers people.

Selamat Hari Raya