sometime i wish i am a giraffe.
i dont have the need to stretch my neck if i wanna long further in my life.
i would be happier because giraffe's brain is simple as 1 + 1 = 2.
i would have spots on my body and it mix match with macha.
i would have to chew on leaves again and again as i always constipated.

but for now, i m just a giraffe soul stuck in a human body.

is this a better header? tell me people. dont keep quiet. hahaha. this looks like..
the golden square people. hahahhaha, oh my god, i cant stop laughing.

New layouts. =D

Saw a prettier one before, but couldnt get it right. Maybe the header picture was expired. But this is so not my colour. Orange. Didnt use this warmie colour before but things turn out good. As much as patient you pour in, things turn out good, more than you expect sometime. =D


Have a nice sunny sunday people. =D

I just cant stop laughing when I saw this picture up in facebook and tagged almost half of the people in it. It was awesome and a right choice that make by feng. haha. look at our face. we look so *cute*. dont you agree with me? certainly i have no doubt with our so innocent look. and see how much we have transformed to be what we are now. most of us in msia, some stuck somewhere on the earth. some just went missing in action. and i even bump into someone in some other country, not my home. its been 3 years we had graduated. things changed but our bond still remains. not sure if its getting stronger or weaker. somehow, we still contact each other once in a blue moon.

i remember how we used to be the noisiest class ever for 2 years, the most bersih class and getting the award from all the teachers the most *rude* students. and teasing teachers, and we still did pay lots of respects to them. make our hournorable english teacher cried and whole class went off to the staff room to pujuk but kena halau, the reason: *forget* her class and still stick ourself to the chemistry class. we were so much fun. sweet 16 and sexy 17. and everyone almost hitting the big big 2 soon. the youngest remains the youngest, the oldest remains the wisest. =D right feng?

no more blue uniform
no more clips on hair
no more dirty white shoes
no more ties on every monday
no more shouting at different blocks for each other
no more shouting the names in the class just because we lazy to walk
no more copying the homework early in the morning
no more gossiping between the girls
no more hot boys topic in the anjung
no more sour mango plus salt
no more running away from wahsing toilets
no more staying back just for some coming up event
no more borrowing stuff and forget to return
no more studying till late night and telling each other whats the exam tips
no more having heavy bags to school
no more sitting in the shcool bus
no more monkeys ceroboh into the class
no more being in tp. =(




more to go to be on the list.. I miss you guys.

First of all..

To whom left comments please tell me who are you. Or else I wouldnt know who so kind dropping my blog. =D Thank you.



Another get away. sometimes being a city girl is a sad thing.

It was a picture I took in Bali. It was great. Had fun and relaxed myself. Sorry for mia for almost a decade, i was tired after work and going to bed way too early for everyone else. Its labour day and I have my day off. Today is not a day for sitting in front of the comp for more than 8 hours. Thats what I was doing for everyday basically. Mum flied over to Melbourne to attend Nana's funeral. Well, I am just updating you guys about myself. And yea, work has been a good one, lots of fun, meet more and nice people. And also pressuring sometimes. I sound like a workaholic adult, because I dont meet my friends that much like usual. I go to work in the morning, come back in the evening and sleep. Weekends are my off day to lays around my couch. I am such a lazy bastard. And I dont hope anyone visit my blog, its so dead I know. And I wouldnt expect myself to update it everyday, or even 5 times a month. I am so just lazy. But for this month, I am so gonna be alone most of the time. Start calling people out and meeting so long no see friends. And get some new clothes. Oh yea, Bali is a shopping heaven for me. Especially Roxy flip flops, bangles and mssage was the best of everything.

Not too sure how long I am gonna work for until I get enroll into Uni, its already May now. June, July.. Time flies. Anyway, its the longest job I ever work for till now. Its sort of my full time job, no part time, earning my own big bucks. I am very lucky compare to the others. The pay, the location, the people I meet, I mean.. I feel lucky. Everyone there is at least 21 and above. Maybe some of them just about one or two years older but they really look so much older or act so much older. Maybe for them, I do the same, just that I didnt notice the way I am. Its really a great experience there. The free gift I get, the free services and so. And sometimes it might gets really boring but its still the best thing I can get so far.

For now, besides working I dont have any plans in mind. Hmm.. Maybe another trip with the girls. Meeting them, and having a cup of coffee. And get my driver boy to send me to everywhere I wanna go. I dont drive. And get myself to do the house chores, pay the bills and a long list to go. I miss many of them. Aww. And guess who I met in Bali, Nabilah. My highschool mate, I dont expect to meet anyone. Since I was out of town and far away from Malaysia. She is now studying in Bandung, Medical School and she was having a vaction with the sisters and friends. My dad was like.. "I didnt know your friends are everywhere and you have big cirlce of life.." Argh well, theres so much more for you to know about this little girl. Funny.

Okay, I am going off. Jaded being infront of the screen.

i m gonna miss nana.
love you.