Prince2

Today officially ended Prince2 foundation course. It is a management control course. It can be apply to any project. Put aside huge engineering projects, construction project and etc, there is a real project that I am having now. Relationship is like a project of life. You fell in love with a person, you start a relationship, maintain, controlling the boundaries and respective scope, you realize this project takes a lot of time and resources.

In prince2, I was taught that there must be a business justification which support the viability of the project. Here I think about my project, what does it supports its viability? How did I go on for so long? How did we maintain it so long? There's a few principles that needed to be apply to all relationship, eg: trust, understanding and communication. I guess the hardest combination would be understanding and communication.

Everyone is an individual, I might tell you that I am able to communicate with you but I do not understand you as a person. Or maybe, when we grow old, perspective changes, the way you look at things are now different. You may not be the same person anymore, but there is a part in you trying to let the other half to know, you are changing, but you are not deviated from the one he used to know.

Before you proceed to the next stage, you gotta review the current stage, and ask yourself, was it good? Was it worthwhile to continue. This applies to a project. Thi also applies to a relationship. Dating, getting serious, engage, marry, give birth grow old and die. Stage by stage. Befor you go on the next stage, you will know if you should.

This course not only has give me academic and mentally prepared, but it also has taught me how to deal with a relationship rationally. There's a part of me controlled by emotion, there is always a balance.

4 years

4 years ago I really wanna get out of this place and return to where I came from. But today, I felt abit sad thinking that I am graduating in half year, leaving this place. From an empty room, I decorated it from scratch. I guess every little thing here means something to me, a person, friends, lecturers, places, memories. If only I can foresee my future. I am just afraid of growing up, growing old. I can't capture time with my bare hands, but I am trying to make the best of it.

Christmas!

Its Christmas! :)

Its time to cook! Roast and more! I just can't resist the christmas feast you know. And here it comes! This year i got two cook boooks from the boyfie! Oh so good! Its gonna be a gain weight challenge. LOL. :) 2012 has been good to me, except for the part, it took away my grandpa. I am sure he is at a better place now. I've been relaxing for the past few days, doing my chores. Never felt so carefree, just not the same me in Melaka. Lol, you know I am less tense, and less stress here. I am a happier me, and more adventures!



Oh Christmas I am gonna have more fun! Finger cross that my chicken doesnt burn~

December

I remember last year December was sad. I remember I walked through the long corridor to find my grandpa in the hospital. I remember I often go back to kl to visit him. I remember I told grandpa "it's my birthday, where my angpau". This year, grandpa isn't gonna be here with me. This year, no more grandpa's teases. I miss my grandpa. Dear December, can you be good to me?

Movember

November has gone, a happy December has come. It was a busy month. I don't remember how many nights I was rushing for assignments, worrying those task appointment. There it goes, Movember. :) My final year. I did not expect it to be busy like this. I didn't had the time to pamper myself, for a evening tea, for a little shopping, for a pretty make up, for a short movie date. I guess I just have to enjoy my final degree year. I became a lot calmer this month, did not show much anger. Instead, utilizes people very well.

Now, I am praying for the next 3 weeks to be good to me. Oh December, please be good to me.

Today, I am feeling weird. Spent the day putting things back into where it belongs to, clean up small little corner, walked around the house quite a bit, watch a few series of SATC and HK drama. Read up my notes. Never feel productive, never feel satisfied neither.


Raining almost whole day. Just my body without the soul.

Coffee

PMS strikes on a TGIF. Anyhow, I didn't let it ruins my happy Friday. Went out for dinner with the most happy go lucky people on earth, forgot about the lame analysis that never get through, forgot about being alone in the house, forgot about chicken fest the whole week too!

Had a great dinner over coffee. It's been a while I took a cup of good coffee and smile for it. When it rains, dance in it. You'll find something simple that makes you happy too. After all, life isn't as bad as what you thought it is.

Coffee is always a good accompany. :)